Перевод песни Lonely is the muse — Halsey

I spent years becoming cool
And in one single second you can make a decade
Of my efforts disappear
I'm just waiting at the bar and you rip open all my scars
By saying something like, "Didn't know you were here"

I always knew I was a martyr and that Jesus was one too
But I was built from special pieces
That I learned how to unscrew
And I can always reassemble to fit perfectly for you
Or anybody that decides that I'm of muse

Lonely is the muse
Lonely is the muse

So, whеre do I go in the process whеn I'm just an apparatus?
I've inspired platinum records
I've earned platinum airline status
And I've mined a couple diamonds
From the stories in my head
But I'm reduced to just a body here in someone else's bed

I always knew I was a martyr and that Jesus was one too
But I was built from special pieces
That I learned how to unscrew
And I can always reassemble to fit perfectly for you
Or anybody that decides that I'm of muse

Lonely is the muse
Lonely is the muse

And I will always be a martyr, I will fill your life with songs
I'll be a wind chime in the window
Catching life you throw around
And I will tear apart your picture, I'll call you in the night
I will exist in every second just to decorate your life

And when you're done you can discard me
Like the others always do
And I will nurse my wounds until another artist stains me new

And I will always reassemble to fit perfectly in you
For anybody that decides that I'm of muse

Lonely is the muse
Lonely is the muse
Lonely is the muse

Lonely and forgotten aside